To jodie1982

Hello there,
Well, it sounds like maybe in your heart you already know what to do. You feel that its a baby you would be destroying, and you know you would be a good mum, and since nobody can predict the future, youre right; the chance might not come again. This could be your time. You are not selfish, you are just someone who loves life and likes to live it to the max. Youve had a lot of great experiences and maybe its now time for something totally new that you can do a great job at and appreciate to the fullest! Having the baby wont end it ALL, it is a big change but more of a beginning than an end. Best wishes to you no matter what and let us know how it goes. Peace!