Abortion's booked.. it's on saturday.. i didn't realise i had to have a scan.. 8 weeks 6 days pregnant and im tormentin myself coz i keep looking up what it must look like right now.. i almost feel connected to it but it has to be done. i didn't realise i was pregnant until recently.. and being only 18 i still went out clubbin, drinkin n smokin til i found out.. which means anything could have happened to the poor thing.. just a little worried that im doing the wrong thing.. noone understands how it's making me feel.. i haven't been to college for about 2 weeks.. i just can't bring myself to leave the house.. good points and bad points about it.. just so confused.

wouldnt worry to much about whether done anything to your baby from going out clubbing and drinking etc, im 18 found out i was pregnant at almst 19weeks was still drinking heavy all that been 5 theme parks and at my scan had perfectly healthy baby.
i was off college for almost a month as i had serve morning sickness but still managed to finish my course and pass its possible. im now due in 5days so glad i never had an abortion

take care
leighannex2

Hi i just want to say i understand exactly where your coming from im 12 weeks pregnant at the moment and im booked in for my 1st appointment at hospital on xmas eve then the 2nd appointment on 27th i feel so bad but i know deep down im making the right desision.Im 19 and since i found out i was pregnant i havnt been to work because im that ill with the thought of everything i cant do anthing right all i will sayis that when you get this over with you will feel terriable and will probly always think about it but at the end of the day if you feel your making the right desision then thats good that your following what your heart says. Think of it the way i do what type of life could you provide for a child? if its not good then there is no point in having a baby. We all make mistakes but do whats right for you. A word of advice to dont search abortion up like i have have tonight because i have just spent the last hour crying over some very disturbing pictures and people who dont think our way. If you need any help or advice let me know and ill see what i can do take care stay strong xx

i totally know what your going thru i was going through it a few weeks ago. please dont worry about college just ring them and tell them that your having a few personal problems and that you will be in touch about your course in 2 weeks they will be fine with that. then spend some time thinking about what you want.
before i start i want you to know i have 2 children (2 &4) and am now 17 weeks ive also had an abortion surgical at 7 weeks. i really didnt think i could handle anoother one but i just couldnt do it and pulled out at the last minute. it is hard work but they joy they have brought me is immense and the feeling of your child moving inside you fill you with love my bubs has been moving for 3 maybe 4 weeks. im still debating my decision but i couldnt do it and i will love this baby i do now but im just too busy but when i sit down on a night and put my hand on bump he moves under it and pushes up. im only 23 i had my first at 18 and have fitted college in around them and start uni in september nothing is impossible it just takes work.
if you need any help or info mail me but i think if your looking up pics then you really want it your just scared try going on youtube there are some fab vids on abortion and most are really informative if you cant watch them how can you go through it and if you can and still stand by your decision then i hope things work out for you hun xx