Diet buddy please! 20-30 with 2-3 stone to lose

I just had a totally miserable lunch break trying to buy a new top - I look a whale in everything!

I'm 22 and I think I weigh around 12 stone (I'm too scared to actually look)

I used to be quite slim (about 3 years ago )and loved buying clothes but couldn't afford anything nice, now I can afford them I end up just trying to find something that doesn't make me want to cry when I look in the mirror!

I tried joining Weight Watchers but just felt humiliated so didn't go again, every so often I get a 'motivational' poem through the door encouraging me to go. Lovely.

I'm so sick of being 'the funny one' and sitting on the bus completely invisible, 3 years ago I felt so sexy and hot, I feel like I've aged about 20 years.

Is anyone else feeling as miserable as me? I'm thinking that maybe with someone to discuss this with I could avoid baking delicious cookies .. and then eating them all!

Also I'm engaged but as I currently weight more than my lovely man I'm a tad reluctant to start trying on dresses.

Also my back is killing me. Its hurts like ALL the time mianly due to my now ridiculously massive breasts.

So if anyone reading this is as pissed off as I clearly am then feel free to send me an email ranting about how miserable you are and hopefully we can formulate some kind of plan to be gorgeous and skinny.
Email me at randie_rachie@hotmail.com

xxx

I'm here!! lol

Hellooo I'm 21 and also around 12stone (I think??). I'd love to be you're diet buddy if you wanna keep me going through mine?? I started the maple syrup detox today and it all went rather tragically. My friend had some bad news and the result was takeaway (though i'm proud to have opted for a pitta salad, except for the jank all the salad is soaked in) and alcohol so i really could do with someone to help motivate me.