Bulimic? me?!

I have recently come to terms with the fact that I may be bulimic... I don't know what to do about this. In the last year, I have lost 30 lbs. I am almost 5'8 and 119 lbs. This seems about right to me, since it is what I was in high school and I now fit into my old clothes again, but on a deeper level, I know there is something wrong. I am engaged now, and my fiance has no idea. I have been depressed, and am constantly self conscious. He and I are beginning to fight more often because I am always in such a sour mood. I don't want to ruin things with him, and I'm afraid that if I tell him what I'm going through, he will want nothing to do with me. I don't have any will power when it comes to food, and I keep having to find excuses to go to the bathroom after we eat. He is starting to think I have an awful lot of bowel movements... I'm tormented by thoughts of being "fat". My fiance is naturally thin, and has previously mentioned to his friends how he could never be with a "big girl" because he is so thin and doesn't want to feel insuperior... Oh so many issues here that he has no idea exist... Especially since lately he has been calling me sexy much more often than he did before I lost the weight... What do I do? Who do I talk to? How do I bring this up? I need help, and a friend...

Help

hi
you need to tell your fiance. soon. if he loves he'll accept you as you are, and help you. you shouldn't feel self-conscious at all around him. seek treatment.

Bulimia

will not make you thin in the end. I have had it for 8 years and have had to accept that it will not go away after having treatments, tablets etc but now I am in control of it. But this is the problem , bulimia will make you skinny at first but you eventually store pockets of fat and I have just had liposuction 2 days ago because even though I do not make myself sick now the pockets of fat would not shift even with healthy eating. i never had fat in these areas before the bulimia. I suggest you see a doctor immediately as you will end up with a mouth full of fillings bad skin and fat that you will never shift xx

I feel what your going through

Hi
I have just become engaged and am too trying to hide the fact that I regularly have massive binges and then purge. I dont know how to stop this and it is starting to ruien my life. I feel noone understands what I feel and I cant tell anyone...

A friend

hey, ive recently started purging. . it wasnt a conscious decision. . it just happened. . but anyway, i will be a friend if you need one. . i have been very lonely, scared and uncertain in the past and i understand what you're going through.

Please tell me exactly how you're feeling. Maybe (being a male) i can shed some light on the situation =)

Do take care,

Robert