Too low to function

right now im feeling the lowest ive been in ages. last yaer i finaly came off my medication for depression and agrophobia which i have been taking for 3 years since i found out my so called best mate sleped with my then bf.
i went out with my sis 1 nite and met a bloke been with him a year now all good at first but he doesnt talk to me and spends all his time on the computer.
even if he can see im upset he ignors me but hel help every one else like his ex gf. i have no friends at all. i just realy want to just chat to anyone even if its about the weather i realy dont care i would just like a coverstaion with some one where there not having a go at me, i feel very lonly all the time, i cant hold down a job for some reason, and what anyoys me even more was that i was getting better. i cant leave if i wanted to coz he lives with me and my mum and my mums not well.i just cry all the time.to make things worse i think i might be pregnant.realy dont know what to do anymore just want to run away

I know how you feel

hi hun i have just read your message to low to function . i have been sick with depression for nine years i have been in hospital twice. i have no friends either and feel very lonely and isolated. i wish i had someone to talk to aswell i have a 19 year old daughter amy my depression has had an effect on amys life because of all the things that have happened in my childhood i am very protective with amy she does not go out anymore, but i never loose hope that things can and will get better for us both i am feeling a lot better than i use to and beging to look forward instead of looking back all the time i hope you are feeling bettersoon hun and you sort your problems out take care sweetheart

This guyz a ... !!!

Right well first off i know its been a while since you posted this but fingaz crossed u read my reply. Your obv goin thru a really bad time and need people around you that are helpful, supportive and loving. You are making yourself down beacuse your with a guy who doesnt do jack!! Really your much better off not trying to get advise online but going to the doctors and asking to speak to a theripst, yea its embarrisin but swallow your pride, coz buy talking to someone who truely wants t help will no-doubt make you feel better. I assume your clinically depressed and see every little bad thing magnified! You need t start looking at the possitives i dont meen t be blunt but instead of thinking im sad my mum is ill start thinking im glad my mum is still alive. But yes i would deinatly go the doctors just 4 someone t talk 2, DONT ACCEPT ANY MORE PERSCRIPTION DRUGS FOR THINGS THAT YOU CAN FIX YOURSELF! And look at it this way there is allways and there will always be someone alot worse off than you. So count you'r lucky stars XXXXX