I think ive gt depression badly

hi my name mandy n i gt depression im on thewaiting list for counsellin bt i dnt take no tablets
bt u have a seriousof problems like i have road rage, anger problems which is bad esp wen ive ben drinking i turninto someone evil ive gt a serious health problems n i hate ben me ive took an over dose b4 lst xmas n i fel im goin tht way again jt wen i think things were pickin up i dnt wrk hav no bf no kids as im insecure n dnt hav much confidence n dnt trust noone at all i dnt kno wt to do i feel like im spirallin out of control

so sorry

You sound like yoiur not having a really nice time of it at all. Your message is a bit matter of fact. Which gives me the impression that you are fed up and angry. Something must have hapened last year fro you to decide that you wanted to end your life.

I am here to listen to you if you want to PM me. I mught be able to help or at least offer some support before you start your treatment.

Take care of yourself

xx