Total change in me

well... i dont really know where to begin...

this time last year i was the most confident person i know... i'd come out of one more in a long line of horrible relationships and moved to a new town where i didnt know anyone and started afresh... it couldnt have gone any better... there was no one i couldnt talk to...i made loads of friends... i was very confident with my appearance... i was nipping off at weekends to other countries on my own... i was so happy with my own company that i felt pretty much on top of the world like life couldnt get any better... as a result i managed to get a promotion at work and a fantastic boyfriend who loves me dearly and who i love with all my heart... but out of the blue for no apparent reason, things have started to change... i actually hate the new job i'm in although i am trapped in it for various reasons for the next few months at least and past insults from relationships are getting me down as i am sure they will happen again... my confidence has taken such a beating from this that i no longer am recogniseable as the same girl... i dont know what to do to get her back.. i have tried everything but i cant shake these constant nagging worries and anxieties... and self disbelief... its almost as though i have lived through the happiest and most fulfilling time of my life and now there is nothing to look forward to..my bf doesnt understand, he makes things worse by telling me that i am not the same girl he met any more, he said my supreme confidence is the reason he fell for me... he is not as interested sexualy as he used to be, he says it is because my negativity is not a sexy quality... which makes things worse.. he is one of the nicest and most caring people you will ever meet so dont get me wrong... he just doesnt understand.. what do i do to get myself back?? someone please help? i feel like this is gradually getting worse and i havent got a clue how to turn things around!

Re "total change in me"

You should talk to your friends. Maybe you only need to talk with someone about your worries, fears, or anxieties. If you don't have a friend you think you can trust, it might be best to go talk to a professional...a therapist. Sometimes, when things go bad in our personal life, we only need someone with whom we can talk with and that someone should also be we're confident to give our trust to. good luck!




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