Whats the best way to get a boob job on the nhs?

im 21 years of age and had a baby 8 months ago. i had small breasts before and since having my baby and breast feeding her for 6 weeks they are smaller and further south! if i wear just a tshirt i look like a man, it really gets me down. im constantly thinking about it and it really gets me down.i always wear a bra, it restricts what i wear, it affects my confidence. i love my partner but cant show him and afraid if i ever do want to leave him i wont be able to because il be to scared to get into something new and it really affects my being so it affects my relationship. i keep plucking up the courage to make an appointment with my gp but then give myself a reason not to and im just scared theyl laugh in my face.did anyone else go to their gp? and what was your experience? thanks

Hi

i was in the same boat as you i have small breasts i had my baby girl 10 months ago since then they gone
smaller i have to wear age 13 bras am 20 yrs av been with my partner for 2yrs i was scared to show him my body but then i thought if he ran when he seen my body then hes nt worth it is he i have started to like my body now because theres more important things in life and life is to short, maybe your making reasons to go in is because you dont want it have a good think about it its surpose to be very painful and al so in loads of cases can go completley wrong