Hi
I am new to this. I would like to introduce myself first, its just that I am embarrassed. I am 31 years old and I am appox. 5ft 4in tall. But I way about 165-170. It goes up n down. My back hurts me all the time because my bra size is a 38DD and growing. I have 2 kids ages 14(I had him when I was 17 and 9 n I had her when I was 23. I am married (13 years now). Up till about 3 years ago I thought I was doing good. I weighed 115. But then all of a sudden every thing changed. I got fat. I was put on the Depo shot around the same time. I know it is the shot but its the only thing I can use. I just cant control my appetite. If I could find something to help with that maybe that will help. Im at my ropes end. I dont know what to do. When I eat (which is just about all the time, cause I feel hungry ALL the time)all I can do is cry because I feel guilty. Ive tried exercising, but since i have to do it by myself i get bored with it real fast. Im always tired and grouchy. I tried to go to my doctor but in english, he pretty much just told me I was fat and lazy. Not what I needed to hear. I felt worthless after that. Since then I have went to wearing baggy shirts to try to cover up, which i know that only makes it worse. But u know whats funny is when I was 15-16 years old, i was battling anorexia. I lived off of 2 slices of bread and 6 glasses of water of day. That is something I never want to do again. Thank you 4 listening and if some1 could help I would appreciate it. Thank U
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