Fussy eater
Ask yourself are you trying to control your weight by eating like this? Are you very thin or are you overweight, you could be either on this diet depending on the quantities consumed.
What are the proportions of each item you eat or drink?
If you are drinking 8 -10 cups of coffee you maybe are addicted to caffeine, if you are eating loads of chocolate then its probably the chemicals in it (similar to neurotransmitters released in the brain when we are happy), that your body craves.
You certainly are using food as a way to control yourself at some level, what I wouldn't like to say as I am not qualified.
Seems you are swinging possibly between food deprivation and treating yourself.
You need to see a specialist to sort out what the problem is, certainly your health will suffer eventually as you get older, and your skin too.
Are you a smoker and drinker too?
Perhaps taking a good friend with you to the Doctor will help to get you started in the consulting room.
I think you are also not giving us or yourself the big picture, your text reads almost as if you find your problem amusing as if you are a naughty child.
I had a friend who survived almost exclusively on two or three bottles of wine daily, chased down with many cups of strong black coffee with sugar, a piece of toast every day or so and maybe a bit of soup or stew when encouraged, and about 40 fags a day (or more when entertaining) .She was a responsible primary school teacher with three children of her own, a very smart woman but at 50 she looks like a ghost. Emaciated with almost see-through skin and terrible wrinkles - looks closer to 60 now and surely not very healthy.
Ultimately it depends how long you want to live, whether you do something about it or not , motivation needs to come from within.
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