Help mewid my life !!!!!

i want a reading of the folowing
1) finance
2) love
3)career
4)family
just need to no where im goin in my life as i cant see much at the min
i was just in a 2 year relationship wid a women she finished wid me she was my first love i loved her more than life and she wel and truly broke my heart
and just seeing myself going down and down.
and i cant c me picking my self back up again got to a point where i cant just do it any more had to do it to many times and theres always something there to kick u back down please tell me when my life will b better and what is the point in my life
want to no if i will ever be able to love and have strong feelings like ex again cant c it at the mo if i sleep wid someone i want her so much more
need to no if me and my family are ever gonna sort our problems out cause it too unbearable wid everything else

Big spiritual hug

Now I'm a total stranger right..but I can feel your pain and see .....by sharing it , your burden gets lighter. Repeat after me , "this too will pass", I know you feel so bad, but you WILL get through this.
You are going to move up, things are going to get better, stands to reason huh?the only way is up...so right , now you know this you can open your eyes adn make a few decisions.Looking forward only...
What can you change to make things better?
Will sleeping with random people make you happy? no..so you might as well give that a rest for a bit.
Now , finances , top of your list...where are you now? Where (realistically do you need to be- not want that comes later) take a small step, join a course, or look for a little extra job? One thing at a time, one day at a time..we are alll here rooting for you ..stay in touch yeh?
H