Baby
Hi, I think that sometimes is the best not to know everythink. Not known is not going to hurt. I ALSO FEEL DESPERAtion for a little ono. But keeping busy helps me to relax and not to think too much about it. Just started to play piano. I might me crap at it, and neighborous might not like me playing very much, but it relaxes me a lot. I am a great believer, that there are spirits arround us, and they choose who and when they going to be born to. They come when they are ready, not when you are. I am trying to stay focused to show them that I am ready and strong. I am trying to do always something interesting so they would became interested and might think - I want to be born soon to this wonderful person, who would be the best mum for me. Maby I am mad, but this sort of thinking gets me through. It is all about the state of your mind. Hope you will get your bandle soon M.
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