I need some advice
It seems as if your in a difficult position at the moment. Logics is telling you that he isn't right for you and yet your heart is telling you another story. I know this may sound crazy, but I would like you to list down all the postive and negative points about this man. If the negatives outweigh the positive then you should follow your instincts at that point and make a final decision.
You said in your statement "I know it will only cause trouble"....question is in what areas are more than likely to be affected? The next question would be... are you strong enough to handle the situation? and if so.. for how long?
There are many questions that you need to sit down and rethink... after all this is your life...letting go is a tough decision... but sometimes in life we have to let go of things that are no longer valuable, because there may be something better around the corner.
All the best
Scruffy07
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