Is there anyone out there

i am really a lost woman who has been thru a lot in her life and is needing help to get back on her feet and finding love in her life again but just do not want to mess it up.
In love with a guy who does give back
Please help so that i may move on

I can help

Hi i am 39 years old and married and have a son obviously i am female.
I have been through loads in my life and if you want help/advice then message me.
Let me know whats happening!

So badly need love in my life

I had been married for 28 years
Came to new zealand ten years ago
Been here with no family as my three big children went to australia
The two girls that are here their father took them back
He has all his family here in new zealand
I am very lonely and depressed and doing child care but it does not help me that much
And when i am lonely and depressed i go and gamble just to be with company which does not help me that much as if i lose my money i am more depresses
Thank you for contacting me