Hormones are scarey
OMG I'M BLOODY HORRIBLE. i never use to be, i wasn't with last pregnancy but this is crazy. I'm proper up and down, the poor dog gets shouted at and i chased him round the house yesterday for piecing the foot pump for the paddling pool, which at the time was like he'd eaten the baby or something, i went nuts, god knows what my neighbours think of me at the moment. My poor mother then gets the cold shoulder and sarcastic answers then the other half who tried to hug me got a whole heap of crap that he didn't deserve basically calling him a waste of space with no ambition and we may as well call it a day and go our own seperate ways as i don't love him anymore. Poor sod ends up all upset thinks i'm taking his son away and i didn't mean it i really love him. All got sorted out and his gone to work a bit happier but i feel awful, i said some right hurtfull things that just arn't me. I can understand why people go off the rails a bit with hormones i use to think they were just an excuse for bad behaviour but its quite scarey. Feel better now hope it lasts.
kerry, frankie 15months and boy bump 29 wks x
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