"To early, to soon, to fast ... afraid" Posted by cristiaentel 22 May at 06:10
Hello,
There are a lot of people on here that are happy to become a mother but I am not one of them. I am Seventeen, graduating in four days, and moving in seven. I am so afraid that I might be pregnant and there is no way I can tell by a missed period. My period comes once ever five to eight months. I fear that I might be because I am sick all the time. My stomach constantly churns, I fear I might throw up at any moment, I am exhausted all the time, and I want to eat but the thought of food makes me sick. Not to mention I am constantly dehydrated. I have no one to ask for a kit, no money to acquire one, and no way to get it. If I am pregnant, I can never tell my family since the father is who he is. How can I be sure? I am alone in this and it is destroying my life. May 28th is supposed to be the day I start over, not with this. I dont want a child, I dont on normal circumstances have sex with men, and the father is hes the monster that haunted me as a child. I dont know what to do! Please help. It is my one regret that the only people I can turn to are people I dont know.
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