Such a bad day, reassure needed please

Hi Ladies and bumps


Ive had the worst day ever i just want to burst out crying and have already a lil with my hubby

Ok so it started last night i could not sleep properly at all, no matter whether i was on my right or left my back was killing. Ive had this pain for abit but its only when it comes to laying down as i guess im always laying down the same way The only comfy position i could get in was laying on my back but didnt want to as i know they dont advise on this so for about 2hrs i tried to get to sleep in the dark tossing and turning

This morning got up at 6.30am for work and i was ok, got on the bus and then go figure i had to end up with an idiot for a driver. I came to my stop and someone had already pressed the bell, the bus driver would not open the door. Me and another lady asked to open the door 3 times inclduing another lady that had just got on , trying to help us. I could see the bus driver looking at me through his mirror but he would not open the door!! I had to shout and then instead of him opening the door he started to move i started shouting again and then he started shouting at me saying no one had rung the bell , i couldnt believe that he couldnt just open the damn door and every knew the bell had rung because it was the other woman that was waiting to get out!!!

So after that i was already abit shaky as im not the type of person that would ever shout on a bus
So i got to work and thought things would be fine....yeah right

Sewage started comming up from our toilets and our clinic room sinks and crap was just everywhere and the smell was so bad, took the cleaners from around 10.30 am -3pm to clean everything and still they would not send us home and we had to put up with the smell and everything.

Then seeing as i hadnt eaten i bought a real thin slice of four cheeses pizza , go figure once im half way through i realise theres blue cheese!!!! im so scared i have harmed my baby or i dunno deformed it in some way
Cant believe how stupid i was!!! Makes me soo angry with myself, texted my mw who called me right back and told me not to worry as it was a one off, was cooked on the pizza and was a small amount. But i cant help but feel worried. Will my baby be ok girls?

Then before i was finishing work i needed to go pee, turns out they closed all the toilets so i thought ok gonna walk to mc donalds and go toilet there, i got there and there toilets were closed too!!
So i ended up buying myself fries and chicken nuggets to some how make the trip worth it

I feel absoluetely crap and so down at myself, if something bad happens to my baby i will never forgive myself
Sorry for the long rant

Emmy & 26+1 bump

Hey sweetie

Sounds like you have had one of those days where you should have stayed in bed! At least its friday today
Now, I really, really wouldnt worry about the blue cheese thing, the list of things we are told NOT to eat now is ridiculous. When my mum was pregnant with me she ate stilton, prawns, camembert and the odd GnT and I am FINE!! I was told the reason for us not to eat those kind of cheeses was because they COULD and I emphasise the word 'could' give you Listeria, which I believe is a type of food poisoning. I f you dont feel ill with sickness and Diarrea, you are probably fine.

Dont stress honey, Im no midwife, but I bet you and your bubs are fine.

Now time for a long hot bath and some chocolate!!

Hannah 34 weeks tommorow!xx

Thanks hun

Thank you so much for replying.

Yes deff should of stayed in bed this morning, im happy its friday but still i have to work tomorrow once again up at 6.30am but least i have sunday and monday off so i guess thats something to look forward to.

Thank you for the reassurance, really did need it. My midwife said the exact same thing, as long as im not feeling sick , being sick with the runs also then i will be fine and so will bubs.

So im just gonna relax and snuggle up to hubby and just let this day slip from my mind and enjoy bubba moving around which is a reassurance in itself.

Thanks once again, ooooooh 34 weeks tomorrow you must be sooo excited!!! Hope yoiu and bubba have a lovely weekend

Emmy & 26+1 bump