i just want it over with, rant sorry

I want this pregnancy over with now, i just want my baby out an this whol pregnancy done with.

Starting to get really paranoid and upset over my weight, at first i lost weight and i was super happy and proud of myself, now all that weight has come back on. I wouldnt say ive put on too much weight at all compared with what i started with but guess i was getting use to people telling me id lost weight,now i jus feel like a big fat whale

Also i thought i was lucky making it past 30wks with not a stretch mark in sight now ihave a few appearing underneathmy bump,they arent real bad just yet but i cant believe how many have appeared. Ive been using vitamin E oil for the past week and a half hopin that somehow it prevents more from appearing and the ones i have getting worse

I have ALWAYS suffered from low self esteam and while i had lost weight earlier in pregnancy i found myself being proud of myself for once and now its all back on and horrible. I dont see how my hubby couldever find it attractive or sexy, i mean imagine when baby is out those stretch marks are still going to be around

Really feeling like i should do something like cut down on my portions or just on food in genral, just want baby out hate feeling so disgusted with myself

Sorry about rant, i tell hubby how i feel but i know he just says nice things not to upset me but i know what i see in the mirror

Awh

poor u!!

i know im going to feel the same and im sure everyone does!!!
so far i havent much of a bump but feel like ive put weight on everywhere else!!i just keep saying to myself ill hit the gym like a maniac when baby comes and the weight will soon go!!mightnt ever happen tho lol!!if uve shifted the weight before ull do it again no bother plus alot of its prob fluid aswell that will soon disapear when baby comes!!i know this is all easy for me to say at this stage, give me a few months lol!!
anyway keep your chin up, bubs will be hear soon and ull be lovely in time for summer

lou and bus nearly 20 weeks

*hugs*

hey hunny.
i know how u feel but honestly, once that little bubba of yours comes along you wont care. also breast feeding helps shift your pregnacy weight. well it did for me.
your hormones are very high the now and im sure no matter what you here fro anyone u will still feel down. just stick it out and try to believe what your hubby is saying. when you love someone you dont care bout stretch marks!
hope you feel a bit happier soon.
ima size 16 and usually go up to about an 18 once the babys born but as i said breast feeding has helped me slim down.
kirsty
xx8 weeksxx

Thanks hun

Thank you im just finding it hard im a size 14-16 and havent changed from that but i can tell im filling out clothes abit more. Ive always battled with my weight ever since my periods started. Even stretch marks have been a nightmare as when i got my periods my boobs grew big time ( im a 36 FF) and then i got curvy hips over night and so i got stretch marks on my hips and boobs and although they arent that noticable i just feel like my body is scarred all over the place

And to know that i still have 6 wks left till my due date just makes me think its too much time for things to get even worse and once baby is out!!

I ws opting but bottle feeding as i dont have the confidence for breast feeding but maybe i will do a mixture of breast and bottle

Thanks again

Emmy & 33+3 pink bump