Hello everybody maybe you can help me feel better about myself.I have 30 days left until my due date and I am getting very nervous.I have been feeling really crappy about myself. Also I feel bad because I took off work my last month and my work doesn't pay any leave.I am depending on my boyfriend to take care of myself and my daughter.I get no help from her father!My boyfriend luvs her to death and doesn't want her to go with out.I am freaking out because if it's this hard with 1, How hard is it going to be with two?Am i making a mistake by keeping this baby?Please any advice would help!

Hey Maddie191, my name is Janae. I live in Michigan, Im 19 years old and are pretty much in the same boat you are! I am 38 weeks pregnant going into have a scheduled c-section on Oct. 30th. The baby is breech. Im a little scared too but mostly about having the responsibilty of being a full time mom. Your not making a mistake by keeping this baby you need to relize that this baby is such a miracle, all babies are. I thought the same thing that you did. Everything will be ok..just give it time to settle in. Sometimes I feel so alone because I dont know of anyone else around me who is my age, pregnant and somewhat terrified. See so there are girls just like you, Im one of them. I have my up days and down days. Some days i want this baby other days im like ok i think i could go without being a mother. Dont worry like i said things will all turn out for the best! write me back if you want! good luck with everything! i hope i made you feel somewhat better about the situation...

its a bit late nw 2 be thinkin bout tht wen the bby is ere ull feel better that its over with good luck xx