Morning Ladies

You don't have to reply to this, but I feel better for bashing this out.

I'm sitting here just feelin sorry for myself. I'm fed up of feeling tired all the time, having bad skin and greasy hair and to top it all last night in the early hrs I had a bad tum then got attacked by my cats fleas so I'm smelling of viniger as its all I use for them

I just feel a bit low too. When we found out we were preg we were so happy but at the mo I'm not happy about it at all! I've been showing since 6 wks so have been unable to keep it a secret and I just wish people would leave me alone about it. They keep joking its twins. I don't feel I've had chance to get my head around it all before the whole world has known Plus its more a fat blob all in the front and nowhere else. I just hate looking at myself.

My hubby is loving and caring but I'm starting to push him away as I don't feel good about myself.

Sorry, I'll stop bleating now before I bring you all down! I'm going to distract myself in a mo and start making some cakes which I need to decorate for next weekend.

Thanks for listening. I'm sure I'll be ok once I have a sleep later. It all seems worse when I'm tired. I'm also worried that if I'm low now I'll be even lower once I've had the baby and the thought of not bonding scares the hell out of me!

Take care

Love Sharon + 10 wk lump

No matter how much you your baby is wanted, tried and planned for at times the whole set of pregnancy hormones is going to leave you feeling rubbish and crying for no reason. The first trimester is so tiring as well and feeling wiped out doesn't help.

Things will get better!