Will i die childless?

Hya everyone i am new here.

I am 32 years old. My steady boyfriend is 47. He has two children from a previous relationship and had a versectomy 17 years ago. I do not have any children. The thing is i am struggling to cope with the fact that i may never have children. 17 years is a long time making a reversal success story virtually impossible. I am 32 and i am not getting any younger. My sister had a baby in October last year and ALL of my friends have children. I am so lonely and desperate to be a mother.

I am sick of people saying the following:

- well at least you'll have money
- at least you don't have to put up with the sleepless nights and dirty nappies
- you don't deserve to get christmas day off because you don't have a family

If i hear these statements one more time i'll scream.

Sorry so much to go on. I just can't cope with the fact that i'll die childless.......