I just feel really sad, like things feel like theyre falling apart, also ladies i realised i am just as strange this time around as i was last time, i am a nutter obviously when im pregnant.

Well, i lost m job ( oh yay :|) its only sales so i guess if i wanted to i could just fall into another one, kieron and me are barely talking- i feel like he hates me, he doesnt want to hug or be close or even kiss- hes just so stressed out lately, and when i mention it hes like " you got pregnant last time" which isquite hurtful, because he doesnt want to talk pregnancy at all, not that i have much to say i dont particularly feel pregnant at theminute, though theres a slight bumpish bit coming; i just feel dead lonely, i know ive bitten his head off a few times but i feel like he doesnt care. What if something bad happens and this pregnancy doesnt go far? i know i'll resent him cause he ust doesnt want to talk about it, when i try to lighten things up he'll just be like " i cant belive your pregnant again" not in a nice way might i add! i feel like we're falling apart?

annd to top it off little mans struggling at his new nursery, i think i might see if i can get out of the contract seeings as it not been 28 days? hes just become so clingy, i had hoped he just glide into it but i think i was being unrealistic, because he just screams when he realises where he is.

Meh, someone tell me its going to be ok lol
Hope everyones well
Amie

Hi amie

Sounds like you and Kieron are having a rough time, I know you prob have but have you tried sitting down with Kieron when Kole is in bed and talking everything thru? good things/bad things etc?


Is the only reason you want to take Kole out of nursery because he's become clingy? If so I'd leave him in.
It may seem tough to start with but it would be good for him to have a break away and mix with other kiddies? My 2 are at nursery and whilst Caitlyn is maybe too young to understand I think Freddie is the same age roughly as your little boy.. he goes through the clingy stage but after a while he has settled and he loves it. It is also good for you as a mum to have a break - you appreaciate them more
You have to be strong..as he'l be at school before you know it and he'l have no choice but to go.

Hope this helps hun, feel free to PM if you need chat

Claire, Freddie (21 months) and Caitlyn (8 months) xxx