Please help!!! depressed!!! please read!!!!!!!!!

Hi...I was just wonderinh if anyone else is in the same situation or has been through the same as me...My little girl is 2 on wednesday and for the past 6 months i have been depressed...Me and my daughters father are no longer together as i cheated on him so i think most of the reason for me being depressed it that...Just a bit of info as to how am feeling...at the min i cant stop gettong cross at slightest things with my little girl and i cant stop crying today i have said in anger am getting her put up for adoption i dont want to do that i want to get better for her but i refuse to go to a doctor coz i think they will either lock me up or take her off me...i havin considered suicide on a few occassions but i cant bring myself to do it in the worry of my little girl what she will grow up to think...i do need a lot of help i wont deni that....also work is getting to me and am scared if i take time out sick i will go back to work with more trouble and problems i kno its a long story but please give your comments even if they do say am selfish and a bad mum i need honesty ...Thanks for your time x


Please reply before i get worse.x