Please read everyone

Right im getting really fed up now of bitchyness, backstabbing, attention seeking etc etc etc.

The 2010 meet up, yes i did say to LisaM that i would help if she needed it, i.e. with a location cos she was thinking about organising it for somewhere in Yorkshire, but tbh I think its rather unfair on Verity to be organising next years when shes (very kindly) trying to organise this years. Its confusing matters unnecessarily and its not fair to expect people to know if they're going to be free that far in advance.

Anyhow im not just talking about all the crappiness of this meet up. I just seriously cannot be arsed with any of this ... anymore. Its like a school playground in here lately, what with the aww nobody loves me crap etc.

I know im talking out of my arse now lol, but im that ... off and have got that much shite going on in my head i just cant type exactly what im wanting to (preg brain lol)

Ive got so much stuff going on at the moment, almost got admitted into hospital last week cos of crohns/pregnancy. Also been feeling really depressed lately, went for an assessment on wednesday with the community psychiatric nurse and got diagnosed with severe anxiety and postnatal depression, she thinks alot of it is down to my past (being ill for so long and its all coming out now), none of you know the half of it, and altho you all probs think i moan on all the time, if i did tell you half the things i have to deal with on a daily basis you'd know what moaning was all about hahaha.

Right well ive decided i honestly do not need all of this. So im off, (and before anybody says anything, No i am not doing it to get a Fb group or anything else as ridiculous. Theres a few ladies who i love to bits and would never want to fall out with or loose touch with and i can still do that via FB.

So Good luck to you all, take care and enjoy your LO's.

Hugs, Lu xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx

PS. Im probs not going to delete account as i quite like looking back over when pregnant with Acey, maybe ill try copy/paste em somewhere (silly i know) and then delete. Anyhow i feel too ill atm to do anything else other than post this.

Love to all, Lu & Acey & Pinky Piglet xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx

Hey sweetie x x

I think I am a bit oblivious at times to any bitchyness! lol.
I DO hope that u will keep me on Facebook, I love our little competitions with Jayne McD over Bejewelled! lol.
It sounds like you are going through a tough time hun,
I know we hav not perhaps been proper bosom buddies but I like knowing we are facey-book friends! lol...

I know what you mean about not deleting accounts! I was a different user name when I was PG with Riley, and I love readin the posts i made back then! lol.
hugs hun. and I hope that you,Acey and your Pink bump will be just fine x x x x x x

Nikki x x x x x

Aw hunni

((((((((((Hugs))))))))))

Sorry to hear you are leaving but I do totally understand why. I barely come on here anymore and although it's partly due to being so busy, I do feel it has changed on here can't put my finger on it... If you have lots going on in your life as you do then there's just no time for day to day things let alone putting up with any other crap too. I used to post everyday but talk more to people via FB now.

I just wanted to say that I hope things are going better for you, so sorry to read that you have been ill recently I didn't know you had nearly been in hospital and hope you are feeling better this week I know someone with Crohns and I know how ill she gets and that's not including pregnancy too. I hope you will be getting lots of support with the PND.

I think I have you on FB anyway but wanted to reply to this and say good luck with your pregnancy and I really hope things start getting better for you soon.

Lots of love, hugs and best wishes for the future hunni.

Rach xx + Holly 6 months

Oooooooohhhh

Hope you're feeling calmer after stuffing your face with pizza and chicken wings wee yin

You watch that blood pressure, look after yourself. xxxx