Thyroid doing my head in
Well as one of my last posts said, I have now been diagonsed with under active thyroid. It explained a lot and for a day or two after being put on thyroxin everything seemed so much better, but now I just feel tired and run down all the time.
We seemed to have a bit of a break through with Megans reflux, I took her off all meds as the docs were useless and waited it out, seemed to of calmed down and i guess is still better than what it was, but she is always in bibs its driving me mad.
Lee seems a bit fed up, we went through a really really bad patch but it seemed to get a bit better, but im constantly falling asleep, we used to go to bed and read or talk and now im falling asleep on the sofa before we even get to go upto bed so obv everything else is out the question too (sorry), so I feel he is getting really fed up, I say sorry, and he tells me he completely understands but it feels wrong.
Megan is teething very very very badly at the moment and she is constantly whinging, I love her to bits, but sometimes I feel like I cant cope, I get annoyed with her but then get upset because I am annoyed with her and its not her fault.
Just needed to get this out as I have a feeling that when Lee walks through the door I would just cry, not something he wants as soon as he gets in.
I guess on the plus side im waiting for news on the arrival of my new niece Darcie, but cant see her till Lee and I are better
Thanks for reading
Nat and Megan xxx
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