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Hey, I'm a self harmer, I used to do it all the time but I've tried to stop but every now and again I can't help myself, the release of pain feels good. I wouldn't call my self bullimic or anorexic but I force my self to be sick everyday after my meals, (with end of toothbrush) yeah the feeling and taste is horrible but makes me feel better,i used to not eat but my mates got on at me for it and it frustrated me to i thought i'll eat and then hide in the toilets to make my self sick. i know i'm fat and ugly, it's odd to say (well i think it is) that if someone calls me fat or ugly i get quite upset and feeling really crap(even if there my friends and just messing around), but i know there right. they always say im not but they just dont understand cos' they are really tiny compared to me, im like 7-8stone and so are a few friends but they have slim figures while i look like a frumpy freak. im seeing a councillor about my depression and stress and self harming(scared to tell anyone that i make myself sick) just too worried!
:'(

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What your doing is VERY wrong and it needs professional assistance as soon as possiable. I'm sorry to say but you must have something mentally wrong with you to be harming yourself. Tell your parents what your doing so they can put you into a hostal to help you get your head straight. Self harming can lead to a dangerious accident - which could very much lead to the end of your life which you will regret very much if you carry on what your doing.

Btw

by the way im 14! just forgot to mention it!
sorry i'll shut up now!

I know what ya mean

Ok Well I'll be 14 in April And Well I am A self harmer 2!!! my mom doesn't know and I see a counsiler once a week so they check me and my harms (Even though I hide the cuts!!)
About a week ago I started to make myself thro up!!! And I know its bad But like Im so over weight its not Funny!!! And like I like the way I nfeel... Im actually the happiest When
I cut cause when I do Im at my best... I make A's and am a good kid!!! Its just my way of getting stress of!!! When I stopped I was always crying Making F's and just unbearable!!! So should I stop even tho Im happy????